In 2015, I decided to return to art and was accepted to the Art College named after I.Shadr. It seemed to me that in the academic school I would figure out how contemporary art works and would understand how to organize exhibitions, and also grow professionally. By the fourth year, I was disappointed in this education and left. It was completely not what I wanted. After school, I couldn't understand where I was and I didn't see how I can grow as an artist in Yekaterinburg. I was stuck in post-academic trauma, only knowing how to work with canvas and oil. I couldn't find myself at all either in the conservative society of the Union of Artists or in the context of contemporary art.
A sketchbook became my salvation, I began to draw in it daily and post it on social media. This is how a visual diary was born. This coincided with the COVID-19 pandemic in 2020, when everyone was sitting at home, and many artists' diaries emerged, prompting curatorial interest. At the end of that year, Masha Sikirina, the director and curator of the Izmailovo Gallery in Moscow, offered to make an online exhibition from my diary. I was surprised because at that moment I didn't even imagine that I was an artist, I said that I was doing it 'for fun'. After the presentation of the project, I had a feeling that I could actually do something. At the beginning of 2022, my husband and I were planning relocation to Moscow. But in May of that year we had to move to Georgia.
LS: You call your creative approach “the poetics of everyday life”. Why do you think that your everyday life might be or should be interesting to anyone else?
NV: The topic of everyday life was very relevant during the pandemic. Everyone was sitting at home in isolation, and my own story became a part of the collective story at the same time. I'm interested in observing objects that then grow into metaphors. But this very approach drove me into a crisis in 2022. I thought that by talking about the poetry of everyday life, looking for beauty in simple moments, I was also expressing my humanistic position, because my art was about how to value one's neighbor and how to love life. But some of my followers who during the pandemic had shared that my works were helping them, turned out to have political views opposite to mine, and my idea of my own art collapsed. I thought I could somehow help to transmit how important it is to be humane through my practice. It turned out that I had taken on too much. It was a big disappointment and because of that I stopped created and posting anything.
Everyday life as a topic now continues in my work, but it's transforming and moving in a different direction.
LS: How emigration has affected your artistic practice?
NV: I had no plan for how I would develop abroad. I didn't even have an artist's statement at that moment, I wrote it for the first time in 2022. Everyone says that you need to be in the context of contemporary art, but no one says how to do it. Now I'm taking courses in Ilya Fedotov-Fedorov's studio, where we immerse deeper into contemporary art, discuss our art not only from a formal point of view of color and composition, but also talk about content. For me, this is very valuable right now.
Before 2022, I had good sales and I could plan my life with that income. For example, I can post a series of works on social media, and someone could text me and buy them in 10 minutes. In emigration, some of the people who bought my work have disappeared. Since then I have acquired new buyers, but still can't live on that income. My opportunities for professional earnings are limited due to the inability to travel freely and participate in exhibitions. I just don't have the necessary visas.